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Saturday, September 23, 2006
Thoughest Bdae I ever had

|10:56 AM|

Firstly, I wan to thank Dewi, Lianna, qin, Yushi, Esther, Jiewei, Jingyi, Jiawen, Andrea, MY, xiaoqi for all your wishes^^ Really made my dae brighter since i got some tings to handle.

It's going to be long. Read on if you have the time & mood=ppPpppPPpp

19/09/06
I took leave on my bdae & went to see the dentist for my wisdom tooth (then got excuse to tk leave ma). Aaahhhh... I need to extract one of my bottom wisdom tooth-_- It's slanting and pushing the tooth next to it-_-lll dun care. i dun feel any pain or discomfort. The other bottom tooth has to be KIV, coz the position is upright and if it's growing well, then everything's fine. If it's stuck in the gums, -_-lll
Total i got 4 wisdom tooth. all out liao. luckily the ones on top are good. no nid touch^^ so, I'm wise=pPppP (at least got two or > wisdom tooth)
but i'm more troubled at the one die die oso must extract......
Well, who goes see dentist on bdae??????

And before i go to the dentist, I went for an interview. It's the job i awaes wanted. A position in the bank! But it came at the wrong time. Now i'm facing dilemma. I got my current job through a fren, and i dun wan to put her in a hard position bcoz of me. I have to commit at least 2-3 mths, and now after one mth, i have to leave. well, i did not even sign any contract, but i did agree verbally. But if i were to lose this opportunity, when will it come again?

The worse ting is, i have to give two weeks notice if i were to leave the company. and the bank needs someone who can start work in early oct. just nice if i were to quit instantly. during the interview i just told them i have to settle this with my boss. i fear. fear of resigning from my boss(the person who interviewed me). She's the director of the company, and she's stern. also, should i quit when the bank's position was not even confirmed? I fear resigning more. and the whole day, i spent my time thinking what i should say to my boss.. and what my boss would say.

I had korean food at far east!! Ex and not veri nice. but i like the "stone pot rice"=pp

upon reaching home, my dad bought me a weird cake. this is the first time i got such a cake. wahhahaa. usually is mom buy de. wonder hw he bought the cake. heard from mom tat he was choosing btw this and the fruity cake.(when we were young we awaes buy fruit cake) & wad, this got two doraemons and a house! more worth it. wahhahahhahaa.... and he act told the salegal tat he's buyin for a 22 yr old ****

20/09/06
The whole day i'm troubled. Dunno should i say it or not. More is i dun dare to say. lol. and i called my parents 2 times. "aiya, i dun dare say leh". and they finally told me, "don't say first. forget it. when quit then say". that's worse.. Surprisingly, the bank called me!!! to sign letter of offer. and i told them 2 daes later will tat be possible (nid time to settle the resignation).

at least one stone is down. I got the job!! and ahead there's only one path. quit. Meanwhile my boss is out. i hope she dun return. den mayb i can drag till tml to resign. alas, she's back at ard 5pm (nearing off work time).

she kept emphasing abt integrity; hw she teach her son abt integrity, and even if they pay double pay you shouldn't do tat; tat's realli bad; gave you a job and now like this blahblahblah (mk mi feel more bad) and i realli feel that she's a hypocrite. i heard from my colleague tat when customers pay double they juz keep quiet, refuse to return. only when customers call to scold, then they return them their overpayments.

I din "argue" with her and juz smile smile and kept saying sorry and tat it cant be helped. I even offer to find her a replacement and train her to my best knowledge. and when i told my colleagues tat i'll b finding a replacement for her, they said," Aiyoh, why should you? you no need to do that. if you like tat, she sure wun pay you salary till u find replacement for her. Why throw yourself into more troubles" True enough, they noe her pattern. coz she realli told me tat>< but i feel the need to do so. At least i'm being responsible enuff to try to minimise the disruptions caused to the company. Weiling oso sae tat i do not need to do tat. she oso said tat it's nt realli my fault too. I oso nv sign any written agreement & tat i'm not protected in the sense that I might not be even converted to perm after 3 mths(replace maternity lady). Wad if the lady comes back, and i were to leave? & wad if my performance is bad & tat they sack mi? My interviewer at bank even told me, even contract staffs have staff benefits! which i'm not entitled to in tat co.

Initially i realli hav the tot of stayin for 3 mths, and after 1.5 mths then start lookin for another job. even if convert to perm i might not wan stay. din realli like the company. on the other hand, i had oredi familiarized myself in the company, get along well with the staffs there, although there exists a lot of politics like colleagues not willing to tell you everything, not willing to teach (say don't know even when tat's their job scope previously, and ask mi go ask manager-_-lll) but i heard a lot of interesting stories and noe most of their nicknames.... ^^ who's on side with one another blah blah. But i'm confirmed of one thing, this place is not to stay on for long...... backstabbers? there may exist but i dun care. i'm not here to stay. i juz act blur=PppPp

Anyway, 22/09/06 i went down to the bank to sign the letter of offer=D everything's settled now=) I'm very blessed. Thank you Lord.

23/09/06
went out with leeling & sharon todae to city hall. act it was an icecream outing @ ben&jerry's, but when we got there we realised tat 3 scoops with waffle was no longer $8.50 but $12.50!!! faint** even price of 1 scoop increased from $4 to $4.50. in the end, sharon and I went coffee bean drank tea, while leeling insisted on getting icecream=pPPp

but we did enjoy ourselves. walkin ard city hall & marina sq. marina sq got saudi arabic's culture exhibition. we glanced thru the accessories they wear, their paintings etc. i even took one magazine, CD and badge from the exhibition=D

and now, i'm addicted to Goong!!!!! muacks. i love goong!!! why are korean dramas so nice???

I awaes "fall in love" with the lead guy in korean dramas. whahahaah.... but the infatuation is only for a very short period of time.... juz like those korean actors & actresses i listed under my profile.. i oso like the lead actress. so gd at acting. dam pretty, cute, sweet & blur=pp

i wan learn korean leh.

30/9/06
tonight goin lantern festival at chinese garden!!!

yesterday was my last day at security company. Mixed feelings. I'm neither happy nor sad. relieved to finally completed handing over my job to my fren, relieved that i finally no need to go back as work getting a bit xianz after one month, although i din have time for them to give all tasks to me yet. it's awkward to keep seeing my boss everyday though i got smile smile when i see her. I'm sad to leave my colleagues. they were really nice to me. one even bought a bag for me.. was so paiseh cos she's so sweet! and she's not even in my department, and i awaes go "bother" her everydae when another colleague went to reservist.

went out with weiling again to celebrate Friday!!! =D it's awaes fun to take neoprints with weiling. she awaes got so many cute poses while i awaes dunno wad to do hahahaha....

Looking forward to new job on mon, a bit stressed cos have to start afresh & adapt to new environment & ppl. tired also cos there's not rest break. But will face it with a positive heart^^

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